So much of your angst and trauma is because you’ve bought into the lies that somehow you aren’t deserving or good enough to receive love and support. There are people in your life who may have even told you those very things. Are they Divinity? I think not. I think they're human and therefore quite fallible with their own personal traumas and wounds and they were acting out from them. And you've made their wounds personal and given them the power to construct your reality, when in actuality; they were as broken as you may feel. More so!
Maybe you’ve turned your back on the Universe in your pain, but the Universe has always been waiting with open arms to love you again: to show you your value and your worth. To help you own your beauty and your light. The truth of love is expansive and joyful and filled with freedom. The human expression can sometimes be filled with darkness and trauma. But that’s not real love.
As children we were taught never to question our parents or authority, so of course we believed what they said and took it to heart; especially the negatives. But you’re no longer a child, so why are you still believing what they said to you? Why aren’t you questioning it instead of taking it as the gospel truth?
Look at the people whose lies towards you you took on as facts. The ones who may have said you would never be good enough, or you didn’t matter, maybe they said you weren’t smart enough or they filled your head with self-doubt and fear- are they worth your revering them and believing them?
Think about some of the crazy things they said that you dismissed outright because you knew they were false. You didn’t allow those to take up space in your mind/body, so why allow some of the negatives? Sit with that.
Maybe you honor and respect those people so part of you is afraid they’re right. Well they’re not. I can say that definitively. How do I know? They’re human and they spoke from their pain, not from love. Love doesn’t make you feel less than, it builds you up and supports you.
Question everything. There is no truth except the truth you give something. You can choose to believe today that you actually do matter. That the universe is a hospitable and welcoming place. That you are always being supported and loved. That you are good enough.
You can choose to believe those, or you can continue to hold true the lies that were told to you by wounded people.
The world is speeding up, there’s less time to play in the playground of darkness. Your light is needed more than you could even fathom. You do a disservice by continuing to hold these things as true, not only to yourself, but to the world.
You’re here for a greater reason, to bring light through you. To be love. Stop giving your power away to anything that tries to extinguish that.
Close your eyes, and feel into your heart, and simply open the space for source energy to enter. Allow yourself to align with source energy today, and let that energy clear out all resistance to flow and joy, receiving, and love. Stop believing the lies that the darkness whispers to you in your mind, thus letting the darkness win. It’s time to come out of hiding and into the light. The world needs you.
Me, just sharing ways to make you the best you can be!