The universe is always expanding, there’s always more.
You may think that Source/The Universe/God is punishing you by not giving you love or money, but Source is there with open arms. It’s about something blocked inside of you, versus something happening outside of you.
If you feel angry at the Universe for not giving to you, recognize that the Universe is not sitting there with some arbitrary stick judging who gets to receive and who doesn’t. You need to look at what beliefs, thoughts, ideas, etc. in you that are in resistance, or in opposition, to receiving.
Maybe you’re tied to a story of lack and limitation, or struggle and suffering. Maybe you don’t feel worthy to receive. Is there a part of you that believes there’s a fixed amount of anything, versus an abundance?
Many were raised to see God as a parental/authority figure versus an energy of love. When you personify the Universe to be like your parents or other authority figures were, then anywhere that they withheld love, affection, money, etc., you will subconsciously attribute to the Universe/Source/God. Remember, the old testament god was pretty vengeful. How much did that infiltrate your mind? And even if you’ve worked to overcome that programming, does it still subconsciously influence you?
This is the origin of worth issues that you can’t identify. Especially after you’ve cleared issues from childhood. What better way to control someone, then tell them that they’re not worthy of God’s love and need to spend their life trying to make up for that?
If that triggers you, then you know there’s issues to be cleared.
Really sit with the idea of a loving Universe/Goddess/God/Source that wants you to succeed, wants you to shine, wants you to have your deepest dreams and desires. Can you accept that, or do you dismiss it and go into resistance? Is any part of your body right now tight and shutting down, or are you feeling open and expansive? Your body won’t lie. It’ll tell you whether that’s true for you based on how you feel.
Play with these ideas, and allow yourself to shift perspective. Challenge yourself when you hear yourself spouting beliefs that may have come from your family, your religion, or society. Ask yourself, “Is this true?” And if you do believe it to be true, ask yourself, “Why?”
Truly observe through your words, feelings, and behaviors, if you see the world as finite, or infinite. If you see Source/Divinity/The Universe as withholding/punishing or accepting and loving.
You are incredibly worthy of joy, money, abundance, and love, simply because you exist.
Sit with that this week.
What you believe shapes your world; how about opening to a new set of beliefs around the Universe supporting you, cheering you on, giving to you freely, and your worthiness of love, money, and abundance. It's time to create a new world for yourself.
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